The gift of knowing, can be a funny thing. Sometimes though, it isn't so funny....or even fun. The gift of knowing is more than being capable of communicating beyond the veil, it is picking up on what is "hidden" on the earthly plane as well. Even still, it is still a lovely and cherished gift that I am grateful for. There are many lessons to be learned and with deeper meaning in this heart space. It can be rather challenging to explain being a sensitive to someone without this extra sight. It isn't a parlour trick. It's a part of who I am. Just because you know something, it doesn't necessarily mean that you can or should do something about it. I observe from a position of non-judgement and the rest belongs to karma, really. Yours and mine. Perhaps, I pick up on something that you are not prepared to know, or that you do know, but would prefer to not share...it isn't my place to betray that knowledge. I simply wait until the veil drops. I have been training myself, as I have become increasingly more aware, to take a deep breath before moving forward. I have been creating firmer boundaries and that may seem harsh to some. No matter. It has been my saving grace. This allows me to acknowledge the feeling, to process it ( does this belong to you or me?) and then finally, to release it. Each of us has a pain body and I strive to understand where my pain comes from, if I am in fact feeling me, and work diligently at healing and dissolving that hurt so that I do not put my pain onto someone else. I am like a tuning fork, at all times...even more so after being attuned to Lightarian Reiki. The layers have been pulled back again and again and whatever sight I had prior to this attunement has now been intensified. In all interactions that I have now, the subtleties are obvious, but are of course, held in confidence. Deeply feeling someone's motivation, honesty and doing so without judging thier experience can be the hard part. Reminding myself that the actions, reactions and the catalyst for their movement, all stem from the person's level of awareness and essentially their pain body. We are all blossoming into awareness in varying degrees. For most, if not all, the catalyst is from our unhealed parts. That's why I promote wellness and self-healing. I find that my struggle with knowing currently, is in the feeling of the other person's hurt (pain body/see: E. Tolle)....the catalyst for their actions/reaction. Empathy and non-judgement are key. It can make it especially challenging and also a true test when I am directly in the soup, as they say, and I am on the receiving end of perhaps someone's dishonesty. Alas, the only reaction worthy of my personal wellness is to take a step back, a deep breath, create firmer and more realistic boundaries and to do so with love. #Awake #Awareness #ReikiLove #ReikiMaster #ClearSeeing #PainBody #Sensitive #SelfHealing #Wellness Love to all on your journey. XO Photo: Carrie Carter Bédard Be brave with your love.
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