For months now, I have been busy. I have been multi-tasking, attempting to fit everyone in. It has been an exciting time and so full of love, but it has also left me with less time for myself. My morning routine of Reiki and meditation has been my priority, as it sets the foundation for all else. I am super-charged after my little routine! It wasn't enough however. In hindsight, I now believe that I needed more. When we do more, we need to do more for ourselves. Plain and simple. An empty cup cannot quench anyone's thirst, especially your own. I was thirsty but didn't know it. I didn't realize it because it wasn't time yet. Now the lesson has been presented, as I am now ready to listen. That's how it works. What we do with the lesson and the knowledge is up to us. The Universe wanted me to slow down. To take a deep breath. I have been forced into what feels like a time out. I trust the plan that is in store for me and I believe wholeheartedly that there is a reason behind everything, including this time that I am meant to spend in solitude to heal. I have one week to be both student and recluse. Long story short, I woke up one morning a few days ago feeling off and by the end of the day it was apparent that something more was going on. Healing time is about one to two weeks and I am taking a prescription for at least 4 days. I rarely take anything from pharma as I am a lightweight and prefer to go the natural route, but sometimes you do what you have to do. So, here I am...in solitude and the world has slowed down completely. It's like a week long meditation. I haven't slept so much since being a teenager...and that was a long time ago. I try to see the bright side in everything. Yes...I had a few "Oh woe is me" moments. I had several. I have now moved on to embrace this and to delve deeper into the metaphysical side of the why and the what? Why? She wants me to slow down. What? Perchance to learn...lol My ailment is around my throat chakra. I've been using my own voice a lot more this year. Instead of sharing what others have created and what resonates with me, I am also sharing my own insight and my own musings on a fairly regular basis. I did share some of my own work but only in spurts. There is so much that we keep in our own reservoir of knowledge and share only a fraction of it. I believe that I am ready to share more. Until the end of last year, I found my own voice too loud. I fought with the idea of taking up too much space, yet not being enough. I felt as though I had to be subservient...but to whom? If that makes sense at all. Sharing my own insights and what I found to be going on energetically, has been empowering. I haven't felt more myself before. It's a wondrous feeling. This is just a kink that I must work through to get to the larger part of my voice. I am still maturing and there are growing pains for that. This is perhaps one of them. I am clearing out the gunk. My body is now detoxing. During this time I am grateful to be surrounded by so much love. I am so blessed to know healers, who will assist in times such as this, when you really need pain relief and tender loving care. I've got that in spades. I knew that before and I feel it so very deeply now. xo My meditations over the last couple of days have taught me so much about the next steps I should take. I am looking forward to this upgrade and I look forward to sharing it all with you once I am ready to. This is still in its seedling stage. I will take this time to absorb and to learn more. Much love to all, as we feel to heal and mature into oneness. Blessings. xo
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